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| Hey guys! Its 10th hour! And I'm h-a-double p- y HAPPY! In 6th, Liz let me borrow her digital camera, and guess who's pic I got??? XFILES! I gots 2! One, you can see him pretty good, but the other one is hard to spot his goregous little face! lol jk! And in biology, I'm gonna ask for Cal's pic, and then everyone else around me...xfiles.... **sighs** ah its gonna be great! And my friend who lives right across the street from him, is friends with xfiles best friend, and shes gonna ask him ((xfiles best friend)) who xfiles likes, and shes gonna get back to me! Ah! I'm so nervous! He prolly dun like me like that... but oh well... I wish those stupid test weren't two days in a row cuz now I cant find out until Friday, and thats only if xfiles rides the second hour bus ((cuz him and i have no first hour)) hehe... well yeah... hes always on my mind and im sorry if i annoy any of you, but i cant help it, he is like the highlight of my day lol. I should make a calender of him lol well yeah.... i should go... bye!
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well now school is over and im at home... bored.... well heres what happened in bio:
we had a sub, those who go to achs know how horrible mr zerba is.... well i came like 10 min later cuz i was in the deans lol... and we were watching a movie, then i sat by callie and xfiles was kinda there hehe... and he and this other kid next to me had their feet on chairs and mr zerba went nuts! so he made the whole class be silent for the rest of the hour! so i wanted to piss him off and started clicking my pen.... then he told me to move to the seat NEXT TO XFILES!! So i was there for awhile and stuffs, then mr zerba said we could work on our hw, so i went back to my seat cuz my shit was over there. lol IM SUCH A DUMBASS! i shoulda stayed with my lover!!! Now im pissed at myself for it and REALLY wish i could relive biology today :( o well... im gonna go bye! | | |
| the sadest thing happened today in German...auf Deutsch... WE GOT NEW SEATS!!! Now Xfiles isnt my partner anymore, and doesnt sit by me... well hes diagonally back 2 seats from me, but i cant turn around to talk to him cuz im IN THE FRONT which i hate! and I'll get caught, and its not fair... this other guys my partner... hes cool... a little out there... but cool... lol his name in german is Fabian, but his real name is Tom. I call him Lucas cuz he looks like a Lucas. Lol i dont know why, but I like giving ppl other names! Sometimes that sucks cuz then i dont know their real names and then when next semester rolls around, and we have no other classes together, i never see them any more!!! LIke this one dude i call branden... i have no idea what his real name is lol cuz on the first or so day of school, he starts talkin to me and hes really nice and funny, and i go "is your name branden?" and hes like "no" and i go "well it is now" and he was like "cool" lol he was awesome! but i dont know his real name, first or last, so now i cant get a hold of him. but o well.... i want a boyfriend .... bye!
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| Okay... if you didnt read the post I posted earlier today... you should do that now, so that this post will make sense.... ok....
sooooo I was safe hiding in the puter lab during 10th, but then in English, 11th hr., he found me! lol. Well, Mr. Langenkamp came in my room, just momments before the late bell rang, and asked Mr. Cook if he could take me. And as much as I LOVE English  lol, I'd rather not have missed it just to talk about... what it was we had to talk about... sooo... as Mr. Langenkamp escourted me to his office **coughclosetcough** lol he said he was worried, and was looking for me all 10th hour, and asked why I had left. Just to avoid further conversation/information, I just said I thought he wasn't comming back, cuz hes in the cafeteria during 10th usually. but anyways... we got there, and i entered his closest **clears throat** i mean office... he started to ask me all sorts of questions, and i answered them semi honestly (lol) and casually. But then as the session went on, I started to cry, and it was hard for me to answer this one question so he gave me a tissue, and then... lol.... he gave me this stress ball thinggy! lol i started to laugh... on top of crying... so it sounded funny. haha it was green ((my favorite color)) and had a happy face on it, and pink hair, made of yarn. lol so i started playing with it. Mr. Langenkamp is nice, but sucha dork sometimes lol. He has these fake fish... lol its funny... and when he handed me the green thing and i laughed, he goes "its to help relieve strees" lol i dunno i thought that was funny... but anyways... i had like 5 minutes before 11th hour was over, and he FINALLY sent me to class! I felt like I was in prision!  lol but yeah... so i got back and FINALLY! was happy to see that we got new seats! AND IM NOT IN THE FRONT!!! im in the second desk lol and I'm behind boogar boy steve! ew! oh well! im right by my friend shana... so its all goood! and im not in the front! yay!
well moving on... i still feel like shit, an d am scared silly cuz i know hes gonna tell my dad... and...well... i prolly wont be on here any more.....  I'll miss you all! well I'm gonna go do something... not what you're thinking kiri.... but just something to take my mind off of all this shit!
later
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| omg you guys i am soooo pissed off right now!!! ok...
it was at the end of 9th hr, and i was in clothing design class.  then the sercurity gaurd came and told the teacher that i needed to go to the nurse... so i went there, thinking it was about my sister, cuz yesterday she got sent home for a pain thing she always had, and i thought yeah... ya get the point... well it was complete opposite of that... it was about me. some of you know, but im not gonna hint what it was about. and then i started to cry and the nurse was asking all these questions... so then we went to talk to my guidence officer ((mr langenkamp)) but he was talking to someone else, so the nurse made me wait while she had to give this guy drugs lol and so yeah... then the girl that was talking to him came out, and then shortly after... mr L came out, and told me he'd brb... well i waited a few minutes, then i got fed up and just left. and well... here i am... hiding from them all in the computer lab! this sucks! i dont want to jump to conclusions, but im 95% sure my friend said something, and now, i dont ever want to talk to her again! i cant believe she told! now life is gonna suck all over again, just wen last night my father was very loving, and apologized for everything to me... while he sat me on his lap and put his arms around me. for the first time i felt loved and accepted by him... but now... thats all gonna change once mr langenkamp tells my dad, and hes gonna hate me again! i just want to die! well yeah... life sucks... run away to walgreens...
Alyssa
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